My mans family come home tomorrow so I baked his parents some carrot cake.. I’ve never made one before but I have been experimenting in the kitchen of late and changed a lot of the sugary ingrediabts for organic ones or more carrot!! The icing Is the really fatty bit but I don’t think his parents are too concerned about their health, I’ll just stay clear of it. Feeling a little mellow.. Need a happy tune

My mans family come home tomorrow so I baked his parents some carrot cake.. I’ve never made one before but I have been experimenting in the kitchen of late and changed a lot of the sugary ingrediabts for organic ones or more carrot!! The icing Is the really fatty bit but I don’t think his parents are too concerned about their health, I’ll just stay clear of it.

Feeling a little mellow.. Need a happy tune

1 day ago

June goals

- cycle 45km at least once
- try yoga
- invest in some more green smoothie
- get down to 61kg or at least a size 10
- eat 2 squares of chocolate from a block AND LEAVE THE REST

1 day ago
Aim: DRINK WATER Mission: MORE OF IT When: NOW!!! (your body will thank you)

Aim: DRINK WATER
Mission: MORE OF IT
When: NOW!!!

(your body will thank you)

1 day ago

Hey june

I’m going to Kick your ass into shape
I’m going to be happy
Be prepared

1 day ago
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I’ve got a perfect body, just sometimes I forget

Regina spektor
2 days ago

Have my last exam now!!! Eee so scared!!

2 days ago

I am using all my strength

And it’s exhausting but I am feeling so proud of myself,
I have put on weight as I am barely able to do exercise and my jeans feel gross and I feel gross… And I ate chocolate this morning as I was stressing about my impending exam tomorrow and my savings..
And therw was more chocolate there and i was stressing and i atoppe and Breathed.
And that’s all I did.
I wrapped up the rest of the chocolate, wrote down what I had eaten so far and what I planned to eat for the rest of the day…
Breathe
I don’t think I ever going to be comfortable around certain food or not being able to exercise but considering How far I have come… Especially in the last year, I feel like I an so much stronger.and relapses might happen or I might freak out.. But I would much rather be a little heavier and be happy and healthy and know I am treating my body right than starving and feeling nothing but hate and guilt.

Pretty much. I am determined to finish this journey. And I wanted to thank the people who are there, friends, family, my man, my tumblr community… Without you. I don’t know where I would be. Xx

3 days ago

It’s tuesday

And I am sitting in my work storeroom with a boost juice and a Vegemite sandwich. Delicious.
Wore sore purple jeans and a really artsy shirt today and I have had so many comments on how I look, I know I haven’t lost any weight lately but it really gave me a boost I needed.

On an exciting note I have decided to stop calorie counting. I found that if I went over the amount I limited for breakfast or lunch then I would just say fuck it and would eat everything all day long. I didn’t count yesterday and I had a few pieces of chocolate.. And instead of having a MASSIVE freak out, I simply accepted that I had eaten well for the rest of the day and that I had eaten it in moderation and had done sport AND I MOVED ON

BEST feeling. Not hating myself.
Very rarely will I admit I used to have an Ed. But it’s moments like this when in my mind I am reminded of difficult times and am proud of what I am doing. X

4 days ago
And that’s the sight of a finished bowl of minestrone. Aw yum, so full right now. I am too exhausted to study today, will have to get up early tomorrow and start, good night. Xx

And that’s the sight of a finished bowl of minestrone.
Aw yum, so full right now.
I am too exhausted to study today, will have to get up early tomorrow and start, good night. Xx

5 days ago

I do love my family. And My man. So much I hope they know it. Even if we don’t agree on everything I know that my parents and my man will always always be there for me. Even if everything seems to be crumbling at the moment,I’m afraid I’ll lean on them too much, sharing problems with people terrifies me. I always feel guilty. As if I am prying for sympathy, but that’s not true, sometimes I just need a hand. Or two. Or six. From those three people I love so so much.

6 days ago